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I’ve arrived in these times.
But I met you.

I’ve arrived in this kind of world.
So I was able to meet you.

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You were...

Lovers pass by each other and their shoulders touch as they walk
Cold pierces my body because you are no longer here
Because I was in love I shined so brightly
That I even forgot the seasons and needed nothing else but you

*I thought you would be my last person
I wanted my last love to be with you
All alone under such a vast nightsky
What in the world am I supposed to think?

By whose side are you smiling right now?
I wonder how much time will pass by
Before my sorrow will end

**The continuation of that dream you once talked about
That favourite phrase you always used
It would be easier if they would all be forgotten, right?
But I don’t want to forget even a single thing

The moment when I was enveloped by silence
Far too kind and warm memories fell over me

*repeat
**repeat

But I don’t want to forget even a single thing

credit: tenshi no hane

move along, move along

hellocelinaaa:

Your heart began to be scorched,
and there was a smell of it
It was the end of your dream,
and the start of everything.

— Moments; Ayumi Hamasaki

i’ve been listening to her songs again recently. her lyrics = life saver!

<3 

back to normal? (:

hellocelinaaa:

Choosing only the things you like
isn’t irresponsible.
If you can’t find anything you like
then why accept the responsibility?
I take only the possibilities that I’m ready to accept.

If it’s something you don’t need then
compassion is of no use at all.
If it’s something important then
pain will probably accompany it.
Loneliness that you feel together is worse
than a loneliness that you feel
by yourself.

No matter what loneliness comes,
no matter what pain you feel,
you mustn’t close your eyes to it.
Because even if you lose all your
words, even if you say it doesn’t matter,
if you stumble,
it will be there to help you up.
That’s what kind of thing it is.

Ah, that promise we made that day.
I don’t want to keep it by myself.
Ah, that far off dream we talked of throughout the night.
I don’t want to make it come true by myself.
I can’t tell anyone. I want to tell someone, that
that person is more important to me than anyone else.

la la la-
In a nonexistant place
I stand as I am.
Please be yourself.
That’s how I want you to be.

la la la-
In a nonexistant place
I stand as I am.
Please be yourself.
I want you to be that way forever.

— Surreal, Ayumi Hamasaki